Untuk perempuan, sahaja.

#Profess
#Provide
#Protect

Selagi ciri-ciri itu semua tak ada, dia bukan serius.
Sama ada kau ibarat ikan kelisa atau ikan toman,
Bagi dia.

Tapi,
Kau yang tentukan mahu jadi mana satu.
Kau yang letakkan harga.
Mahal?
Bukan urusan kau, tapi dia yang harus kerja keras, kan?

Ikan toman ; ikan mainan. Bila bosan dengan kau, he'll let go
Ikan kelisa ; ikan belaan. He keeps you because you are special

Dia kata dia perlukan kau?
Dia kata dia mahukan kau?
Dan kata dia sukakan kau?
Kata-kata saja tak cukup kawan.

Buktikan.
Biar dia buktikan dirinya layak untuk jadi penghuni hati kau.
Bukannya menang tanpa bertanding.
Sia-sia saja jadi lelaki kalau begitu.

Save your heart, sweethearts.

Beautiful mess

You should've leave earlier
I guess you've meet the wrong person
Because I ain't going to rent my possession nor my heart
It's not for you to rent, and then leave.
It's a space for someone who deserve to be there,
Someone unlike you.
I am a lady with standard and you've got to win the game
to get through me.
Seasons come and go, people leave and says goodbye
Now, its my turn,
Auf wiedersehen.

Enigma hati

Gadis itu tertanya-tanya
Apa yang dia fikirkan
Apa yang dia rasakan
Dan apa yang dia mahukan

Mungkin saja dia fikirkan tentang gadis itu
mungkin saja tidak

Mungkin juga dia rasakan sesuatu tentang gadis itu
mungkin juga tidak

Mungkin juga dia mahu miliki gadis itu
mungkin juga tidak

Mungkin juga dia tidak memaknakan sesuatu apa pun
hanya buat peneman dikala hati kosong
Itu saja

Jelas, gadis itu bukan apa-apa dalam hidup dia
Jelas, gadis itu bukan siapa-siapa dalam hidup dia
Jelas, gadis itu hanya sebuah sandaran yang akan selalu menjadi yang kedua
Mungkin juga pilihan yang paling akhir
'The Backup Girls'
Hanya itu sahaja

Adanya tiada makna
Hilangnya tak berbekas dalam hati

Justeru si gadis merasakan sebelum pusingan ini menemui titik mula
dia harus mengakhirinya dulu

Dan  si gadis itu juga jelas bahawa
Dia bukanlah apa-apa
Dia bukanlah siapa-siapa
Untuk layak diterima dalam hati
Dia hanya seorang yang asing
Muktamad

Si gadis fikir dia harus melakukan sesuatu
Ya, dia bina tembok tinggi-tinggi keliling hati
Teguh-teguh
Biar jadi kukuh

Si gadis fikir
Biarlah masa dan takdir yang menentukan
Bila ia akan diruntuhkan
Dan oleh siapa

Mencuba

Oh, aku cuba untuk faham.

Ya dan aku cuba untuk berfikir yang baik-baik

Mengharap yang baik-baik

Aku juga harap kau fikir macam tu.

Entahlah
.

Manusia kan berbeza-beza

Cara berfikir terutamanya

Dan aku tengah belajar untuk menerima cara kamu yang berbeza, juga semua orang

Mungkin aku yang bebal amat. Bodoh dungu.

Lantaklah.


Mungkin juga kita tak sepatutnya bertemu.

Daripada mula dulu bukan?

Tak sepatutnya ada kau dan aku

Salahkan takdir tuhan tak akan  membantu

Suatu suara membisik di hati hening petang itu

Ah, berdosanya aku.


Bukan aku rupanya perencana semua ini

Easy come esay go

Harga diri kau murah macam kad touch and go kah?

Harga sebuah hati yang tak tertandingi

Moga kau sembuh cepat

i just kept staring at the white blank page
while the music echoed in my ears, back to back.

yes, it's our song,
I've heard it countless times and never get tired out of it.

it has been ages,
but I subconsciously humming it.

what's the matter with getting over,
if every second i breath there you were.

you can fool everyone moron,
but not yourself.

-HannahH-

That man

you had everything every men ever dream off,

yet you never had her.

you try in every way  to win her,

but yet she's still not into you.

you are the brightest star to someone else sky,

sadly she doesn't sparkle enough to win your heart.

you search in every possible way to get through her,

yet she hated you for doing that.

It's about time young man.

Maybe you were meant to someone else.

You never know.

Sometimes, the one we are searching is right in front of our eyes.

That's when we miss a lot.

-HannahH-

*Currently Playing: The way you look tonight, Sir Elton John*

Stranger

White Tee and a pair of jeans

That's how you look last night

Saw you from a distance

And never dare to stare you back

It' s been a while since I first saw you

Glad that you are still the same

Yeah and I'm still the same too

And my eyes still sets on you, only you

In the corner of my eyes

I saw you staring back in my direction

Was I dreaming or it's for real

Or it's just my imagination

The pathetic side of me saying

"Keep on dreaming loser"

While the angelic side of me said

"You'll look cute together"

The real thing is that

We will never be together

We didn't know each other

And we are stranger

At heart

And if we ever cross each other path someday

I hope you'll say hi to me

Because I've wait long enough being the invincible girl

-HannahH-

My Silent Encounter

My Silent Encounter

we sat opposite each other
not knowing the other's destination.
you looked like an angel,
flawless skin,
thin pink lips,
flowing hair without gravity.
i smiled a little not knowing where to,
then reluctantly looked away.

your frames,
hooked faithfully on your bridge,
but i have to say,
your shirt seemed too big,
could they be hiding your wings?
could it be underneath your deep blue shirt?

i tried,
i really did try,
but i could not stop myself,
from stealing glimpses of you.
how could i?
but how could you wrong me,
where else should i look,
if not straight ahead?

that's not a crime,
not a crime to look straight ahead, no.
but you my dear,
yes, you know you were wrong.
not because we interlocked,
neither because you hid your smile.

as he entered the train,
i had already noticed the uniqueness,
you took awhile,
only once he sat beside me.
the trojan was an eye-catcher,
the blonde made it attention seeking,
yet you my dear,
did not anyone tell you its not nice to stare?

so you were guilty,
of staring at him,
at his uniqueness of awkwardness,
and i caught you there and then,
if only i was a man in blue,
instead all i could do,
was laugh at the wide-eyed you.

i simmered down the laugh,
and smiled pleasantly,
as you shifted glances my way,
i could see it in your eyes,
the guilt of staring you realized,
yet could you not help yourself,
as i could not help myself,
holding back laughter in your view.

we parted ways,
how i wished we had not.
i'll still think of you,
and the fun we had,
or at least on my part alone,
and maybe we'll meet again.
maybe on the train again. 

First time reading this poem, immediately 'Again by Bruno Mars' rhymes up in my mind.

This sweet poem was written by Sharman.

Credit goes to him *clap clap clap*


P/S: Thanks Sharman!!

Doa-Chairil Anwar

Kepada pemeluk teguh,

Tuhanku

Dalam termangu

Aku masih menyebut namamu

Biar susah sungguh

mengingat Kau penuh seluruh

cayaMu panas suci

tinggal kerdip lilin di kelam sunyi

Tuhanku

aku hilang bentuk

remuk

Tuhanku

aku mengembara di negeri asing

Tuhanku

di pintuMu aku mengetuk

aku tidak bisa berpaling

13 November 1943

Kalau korang pernah dengar lagu Aisyah (x sure tajuk dia apa),

Sure macam familiar dengan lirik di atas itu kan.

Aku pun baru tahu yang sebenarnya liriknya diambil dari puisi Chairl Anwar.

Lagu yang sangat touching dan puisi yang indah.

Aku ingin....

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan
kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan
awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada..

-aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana karya Sapardi Djoko Damono-

Dalam sungguh makna puisi ini.

Simple yet meaningful sangat, rasa nak menangis.Heh.

Aku sampai fikir dua tiga kali nak kasi faham.

Tapi, serius gren banget deh puisinya. *feeling ada apa dengan cinta*

Btw, here is the sources.