Nilly willy

Happy November!

Oh no, it's almost the end of 2012, and what had happened to my resolution? Haha. Ok, let's not talk about resolution and stuff shall we?

School holiday is around the corner, and I'm the happpiest. Ihiks..

Erm, calculatively I'm gonna be 24 next March and yess...one year older than now. Sigh. Kenapa masa cepat sangat berjalan?Ok, stupid question.

Kena get serious ni. Dah nak masuk 24. I mean selama ni macam laid back, lepak-lepak. Next year dah 24, tapi kalau perangai still macam 17, macam mana tu kan?

Mama time umur 24 dah ada anak sorang, dah ada fix job, dah kahwin (of course). Aku? Nil.

Maturity rate sangat berbeza ohh..haha.

Maybe this time I should really hold responsible for any decision that I'm going to take.

Honestly, I'm freakin out.

Of this and that.

Now, tengah fikir nak keje ke or nak further study. Tengah kaji itu ini. Lepas buat keputusan tersebut, how about my personal life? Ready ke tak? Honestly,it's good to have a company along your journey. Tapi kena make sure that it's not a liability.
Eh, apa yang aku mengarut ni?

Entahlah, yang penting aku nak kan 'ketenangan' dan 'kebahagiaan'. Find peace in your own self. Find your own purpose in this life.

Rasa tu tak kan ada selagi diri banyak buat dosa kan? Hmmm..

I can't wait for January. Rindu betul. Time to repent all of my sin,Insha Allah. To be a brand new person, inside out. Tapi deep down aku takut sebenarnya.

Semalam pergi kursus umrah, ustaz tu cerita,

1 waktu solat di Masjidilharam bersamaan dengan 100,000 solat di sini.
1 waktu solat di Masjid Nabawi bersamaan dengan 1000 solat di sini.

Belum cerita amalan kebajikan lain lagi. Lagi berlipat kali ganda pahala semasa berada di sana. Pemurahnya Allah s.w.t nak suruh kita buat amal banyak-banyak , masuk syurga, Insya Allah.

Rindunya...

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