Once a lover always a lover

*Currently playing: Blurry, Puddle Of Mud*~High School Fav Song

I just got a news rumors saying that my little sis got a BF (boyfriend)...
Already?
Langkah bendul kottt..
The other younger sister reported that  her sister got call every 10 minutes eversince she's back from semester holiday.
One day my sister curik-curik dengar the other sister talking to the phone and it's a man voice. Sah!
I was like, really?
Are you for real?

Wow, 
I will defiently going to lecture her if only she's toying with the guy.
Because I knew my sis very well.
She's a very very very good girl and naive and I'm afraid someone might just checking on her.
And she fall into man's trap. God forbid.
She's very soft yet so degil.

Love can turn you blind.
And make a fool out of yourself.
Tak macho.

Antara contoh-contoh yang aku dah lihat di sekeliling especially my friends,
Kau nasihatlah apa pun dekat orang yang tengah hangat bercinta,
Satu benda pun tak masuk dalam kepala diorang.
Semua benda sweet.
Salah pasangan tak nampak langsung. Semua baik-baik belaka.
Tapi bila dah bergaduh....
Tsunami + Tornado.

Well, If you've find one then it's good.
Benda-benda macam ni 'just happen'.
Kot. Aku tak tahu.
Deep down memang aku rasa my sis yang akan kahwin dulu from me.
And I just can't imagine my self being married any time soon.
Maybe lagi 7 tahun kot. Maybe 8, 9, 10....who knows.
And now I'm 22.

Nak jadi selfish dulu boleh?
Tak nak fikir pasal siapa-siapa dan apa-apa.
Kenapa dia dan apa yang dia ada.
Kenapa dia suka aku dan kenapa aku suka dia.
Teka itu dan teka ini.
Seriously, sangat memenatkan.

Entah.
Aku tak rasa aku layak untuk sesiapa.
Aku selalu fikir macam-macam.
What's next after  a  relationship?
What will happen the next after 10 years of marriage?...
Bila anak dah 3 orang, is there still 'spark' somewhere in the heart?
Tak bosan ke? Boleh ke cinta tu kekal sampai rambut pun dah memutih?
Sama lagi ke cinta yang ada sejak awal mula-mula dating?
Sama lagi ke layanan kita terhadap pasangan?
Sama lagi ke pandangan kita terhadap si dia?
Ramah lagi ke kita sama macam waktu mulu-mula berkenalan?
Walau alaignment badan dah lari, muka makin berkedut, ingatan makin hilang, perut makin buncit,
sayang lagi kah kita pada pasangan?
Kalau ditakdirkan kita jatuh sakit badan dah tak sebugar dulu, setiakah dia pada kita lagi?
*This is the pessimist side of me talking*

Mens are visually stimulated. Fact.
So, to win their heart, you just got to look good.
But, I seek someone that  can look beyond what lies ahead of him.
He's not just looking, but seeing with his heart.
A  men with reasons.

Be a bitch, you'll get one too.
It's karma.
Beware of what you wanna be.