Thursday, May 12, 2011

single but not available

Salah satu sebab mengapa aku rasa 'couple'/'berpacaran'/'lovebirds' and so on * when 2 heart intercept each other*
menjengkelkan ialah apabila kita akan jadi 'infatuated' kepada pasangan masing-masing. Sikit-sikit dok smsed/called/facebook-ing/skyp-ing/ym-ing. Like you got no other things to do.

Besides, they tend to put on a fake mask. Pretending to be someone else to bait a lovers heart. So fake.Fake 1000 times. Pretentious.

Soalan wajib setiap hari:

" Yang (sayang) *fill in the blank with whatsoever mushy mushy name*, dah makan ke?"

"Awak rindu saya tak?" (padahal baru jumpa kat kelas 2 jam lepas)

"Jom keluar. Nak jumpa. Rindu gilaaaaaaaaa ni" (gilaa ke nak jumpa sehari 5 kali?)

"Busy ke? Kenapa tak balas msg ni sayang?" ( kalau 5 minit lambat balas sms)

Tak puas sms, bergayut 7 jam sampai telinga jadi panas. Terkondensasi telinga dibuatnya (sila rujuk science form 1) . Tak tau lah  dok cerita apa kan sampai 7 jam. Fuhh~lama gila tuh. Dari lepas isyak sampai nak masuk Subuh.

24 jam asyik terkenang akan kekasih hati yang jauh nun di sana (padahal satu kolej kot). Ironically, the other so called half itu sikit pun tak heran pasal kita. Tertipu.

Bagi aku, it's painfully excruciating thing to do.

Attachment.

"The moment you get TOO attached to things, you'll screw it up". It's a fact.Period.

"Loving people means giving them the freedom to be who they choose to be and where they choose to be. Love is allowing people to be in your life out of chocie. To have something or someone, you let go."
-Andrew Matthews-

I treat things (relationship) seriously.
Setakat nak pasang dua tiga spare tyre (scandal thingy), goofing around and checking things out,
I'll skip that. Thanks, but no thank you.
So not unfair for your 'other half' who is  insanely crazy at you.

Brace your self.
You are about step into the zone.
Where you are a hostage.
Innocent heart at a stake.
Prisoner of war.
War of love.

And when I'm serious,
I'll say "game over".
"we should get married".

This is serious business dude!
So dead serious.

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