Monday, July 4, 2011

Hello deary and love *excuse for the mushy-ness, I try to be more cheerful*

Pagi tadi, selepas pulang dari Kl, teman mama pergi cari barang buat coklat and such, we went to klinik. This is not much of a clinic, and not the mainstream kind of clinic. Kiranya klinik rawatan alternatif. Niatnya nak diagnose my sister because she's been having trouble with different kind of symptoms. Selalu penat, pening-pening, kencing dengan kerap and such. Klinik ni detect penyakit through our iris. Before ni, my dad went there sebab dia selalu sakit belakang and alhamdullilah lepas 2 minggu, dia okay. Ubat dia or supplement semua menggunakan herba.

So, off we went there. So dah alang-alang ke sana, aku pun check sekali. Mana lah tau kalau ada penyakit jugak ke. Surprisingly, apa yang dia diagnose my sister semuanya tepat bila dia tunjukkan poin-poin dekat mata. My sis been having low immune system. Lagi satu, she's having some prob with her central nerve system...Just minor je.  Now that we know the reasons for her disease, senang nak rujuk pakar kalau ada apa-apa. Overall, dia kena makan. Tak boleh skip-skip makan macam selalu...Haha~

And for me pulak, I was diagnose to have stress and hormone imbalance.*shock*. Yang stress tu tak tahan. Haha~baru umur 22 dah ada stress semua. Errrkk,I thought I've already handle it wisely. But, my immune system is good. Unlike my sis, memang nampak beza mata kitaorang kalau dibandingkan. Bab immune system tu memang betul sebab aku jarang sakit atau demam. That's super true! 

Talking about stress, haha~i'm not the kind of person that like to think to much. Tak ada fikir banyak-banyak kali. Mostly, semuanya impulsive. The source of stress maybe comes from within jugak. Sekarang aku tengah fikir, apa yang sebabkan aku so called 'in-stress'. Haha~

Maybe I should be less serious.
Maybe I didn't open up and prefer to keep everything in *habit*
Maybe I should smile a lot.
Maybe I should be more affecionate *tough too*
Maybe I should laugh more, be silly and do silly things*okay this is tough*
Maybe I should love more.
Maybe I should adopt a pet.

Oh~apa yang aku terlupa nak buat ni sampai jadi macam ni. Perlukah aku cari buku, how to be cheerful for ever and ever. As if the book exist kan...haha~*see, I try to laugh as much as I can*

Maybe aku perlukan 'laughing gas'. Boleh buat 24 jam sehari ketawa. Happy~weehooo, bestnye. 

I will try my best to be a happy....Smile a lot, love a lot. Haha~

Pray for me..

xoxo



2 comments:

Dammit said...

Aik? Dalam blog nampak macam happy jee. Dia salah diagnose kot, mana tau? haha

Hannah Haykhall said...

haha, maybe you'd been deceive all this while....
as long as I'm home and with my family , i'll be okay..