Peluang kedua

Dalam hidup, manusia (baca:aku) selalu saja buat salah. Juga kesilapan kesilapan yang bila difikir-fikir kembali, ohhh was it me before?

Tak kira kecil besar kesalahan, sama ada pada manusia lain mahupun kepada diri sendiri , semuanya harus diberikan peluang kedua.

Kali kedua, untuk menebus kembali kegagalan yang pertama.

Terutamanya kesilapan dan kesalahan kepada diri sendiri.

Kadang-kadang kita boleh memaafkan manusia lain tapi bukan diri sendiri.

Dan kadang-kadang kita lebih jujur dengan manusia lain, tapi bukan dengan diri sendiri.

Ironi.

Haha, sebenarnya i was in the middle of studying (yeah, study lah sangat kan..) and printing notes and all. Reviewing the notes that i used to study and thinking, what was i doing all this while sampai boleh sangkut dua paper yang to some people , easy peasy. Huh~Memang easy peasy pun..Kenapa lah paper yang susah I can score (lulus) and yang easy peasy tersangkut?

Eh, kenapa macam tak pernah belajar je ni? 

Nampak senang ..hafal je lah.Asal dulu tak boleh buat???

Dah lah dulu pemalas nak print out nota. Satu nota lama pun tak jumpa. Mujur ada soft copy.Haish, what was I'm doing all this while???? Teruknya.. T______T

See, last semester and the previous one was the hardest point in my life . I was dragged with the situation and kinda lost for a year. Haha~gilalah...No wonder the doctor diagnosed me with having stress. Duh, nasib baik tak jadi depression ke apa.

Looking back now, I'am really thankful that I've get through it. Alhamdullilah.

I notice that i am more calm and collected now. Bila kita dah tenang, we can see clearer. So, setiap masalah atau dugaan kita boleh selesaikan. Wisely. Cara nak tenang? Be happy, surround yourself with good bunch of friends, love people more, make new friends (i met two beautiful single  doctor-to-be-soon)..siapa berminat boleh contact me okay..haha~.

And never be alone. Seriously, when the tide strikes, believe me you need someone to be there and pull you out from being drift away. This is so true.

One step at a time. Baby step. Eventually you'll make it there. To whatever you wish for.Life happens gradually and accumulative. One thing adds to another-like drops of water will wear away the rock. It's a bit today, and a bit tomorrow.

That's is my mantra now.