Kotak sesak

Kau kata, mahu berubah.
Ataupun pun kau masih sangsi.

Kau memang sama.
Dari dulu sampai sekarang.

Kau pusing keliling,
Tapi tak jumpa jalan pulang.

Kau jerit minta tolong,
Hanya gema suara yang tak terluah kau dengar.

Kau ketawa kuat,
Hakikatnya kau memang sesat.

Kau cuba berlari,
Namun nafas tak sampai.

Kau soal dalam diri,
Tapi tak ketemu jawapan.

Dan engaku masih sama,
Seperti semalam yang lalu.
Penat, lelah.
Kehidupan memang kejam, kau fikir begitu.
Hakikatnya, tuhan tak pernah menzalimi hambaNya.

Kau yang kejam dengan diri sendiri,
Kau bunuh dia sampai mati.

Bang Bang Boom

Jumaat lepas, kami (mama,sis,lil bro, bibik and me) pergi makan-makan.

Borak-borak.

"Ni bawak purse ada duit ke?" mama tanya bila nampak purse old skool aku yang berusia 6 tahun. Ceit.

"Haha, tak de duit la ma" Seriously i'm broke. Beli itu ini.

Mama senyum-senyum. "Cubalah tengok dalam purse tu"

"Tak ada duit lah. Ada berapa ringgit je ni." aku cakap dengan yakin sambil cuba buka purse. Lepas lah kalau nak beli slurpee besar dengan nasik lemak sebungkus.

Then bila aku check, nampak lak duit RM50 terselit celah purse.Bila masa pulak duit dalam purse ni beranak-pinak. Haha~jackpot.....

"Bang bang boom..."adik No.2 jerit. Ceh, konon-konon macam kenakan aku la. Ingatkan apelah tadi.

"Aik,macam mana boleh ada duit dalam ni ma?" excited aku tanya.

Rupa-rupanya, semalamnya tu ayah balik rumah. Dia telah terkaut sekali purse aku dekat atas meja coffee table di living hall bersama-sama dengan barang-barang ayah. Aku ni kan suka je letak purse and phone dekat bawah sebab kalau nak keluar senang *padahal perangai memang suka letak barang sana-sini, lepas tu lupa letak dekat mana*.Tak payah nak susah naik atas panjat tangga.

Bila ayah dah terambil purse aku tu , dia pun check sekali. Sebab tak tau purse sapa kan. Tengok tengok dalam purse ada berapa ringgit je. Lepas tu ayah masukkan RM50. Haha~

Without my knowing, sebab dah memang yakin yang dalam purse ada berapa ringgit je, memang aku tak sedar pun ada RM50 dalam purse. Lagipun tak pergi kedai pun the whole day.

Yeay, tak pasal-pasal dapat duit. Teknik baru untuk menagih simpati.

And yesterday, I got my new wristlet . Memandangkan purse sekarang dah dipakai sejak form 4, so why not invest on new wrislet. Tahan doe purse lama aku tu. Sebab kulit kot. Mula-mula aku fikir banyak kali, nak ke tak beli that wrislet. Sebab memang agak pricey la. So, fikir punya fikir , belek punya belek dan setelah meminta pandangan mama, maka....beli lah jugak...lagipun ayah dah komplen purse lama aku tu dah nazak sangat. So, why not invest on something new.

Moga bertahan untuk 6 tahun lagi.

Hari khamis yang ohsem *awesome*

Oh, tak tahulah betul atau tak kadar gula yang rendah dalam badan membuatkan i'm moodless. Bluerghh...Puasa la hari ni. Puasa sunat? Banyaklah...Puasa ganti meh...

Haha.Lawak. Tadi tengah dengar LMFAO -Party Rock Anthem*yang everyday i'm shuffelin' tu*, then tiba-tiba lepas lagu tu habis keluar pulak lagu Maher Zain, Insya Allah. Then lagu the Choosen One pulak. I'm using my sister lappy. Insaf jap..sobs..

Ayah dapat dua tiket chelsea lawan Malaysia malam ni. Last minute. So, tadi lepas sekolah mama pi hantar lil bro kat KL so that he can be with ayah to watch the match tonight. Sure pack plus jam macam hape je nanti kan. Oh, me so hate situation like that. Sesak doe. Satu, nak pi toilet susah. Lagi satu nak solat susah (if lets say the match start before maghrib or close to maghrib)... 

Last time pergi bukit jalil kalau tak silap mungkin masa tengok tatu (persembahan akrobatik by army) or masa sukan komanwell 1998. Haha, dah berkurun kot... 

Oh merepek~

Ha, ada lagi benda merepek aku buat. Buat akaun twitter. Haha. Sebab dalam my new hp ada wireless access plus twitter and whatnot apps, so aku pun menggatal buat twitter. Lepas tu rasa macam, what was I thinking. Nak tweet apa pun kan. Dah ada tumblr and blog cukup sudah..I think I'd be better delete that account. 

Emmm, selamat berbuka puasa *pada yang berpuasa*. Sat gi aku nak pi pasar malam. Tapi tak tau nak makan apa ni. Grrrrr...Nanti jangan lupa sokong harimau malaya ek. Pas tu kita pakat jerit kuat-kuat bila depa goal.Tau tau tau..

Bye bye..

New Toy Boy

Kidding. It's a new toy. But obviously it's not a He. Haha~

Purchased it while on discount for RM79. Supposed to be RM99. Beli picks dan bag total dalam RM106. Why on earth aku pi beli beg. Sepatutnya beli tuner lagi bagus kan. Now, I've to ask my dad to spoil me some money to buy the RM40++ tuner since i'm officially broke now. Ada like Rm60++ in Bank Islam and RM100++ in Maybank je ni. Haha~miskin...sobs...

Since I'm learning it on my own, memang berabad lah nak mahir main guitar ni. Baru tau chord D sahaja dan tak pandai lagi nak tukar chord. Berlatih pun bila ada mood je. Justinguitar.com really helps alot. So, belajar online ajelah. 

On the other hand, I got new mobilephone  smartphone. Yeay...Ayah entah apa angin dia tiba-tiba bagi his Blackberry Torch yang beli awal tahun lalu tapi dia tak suka blackberry and buy another new handphone instead which is  Nokia E72. Memang dari dulu pakai Nokia memanjang. Loyal customer. Haha~Aku rasa sebab dia kesian kot tengok hp kapuk lagi buruk aku yang tertinggal dalam kereta dia hari tu. Heh..Dan Hp yang lama tu tiba-tiba lak rosak. So, it's about time I guess..

So let's hope this new hp can last for at least another 3 years ahead. The previous phone pun dah guna lebih kurang masa awal masuk uni dulu. Speaking about phone, I never get a chance to choose my phone. Semuanya phone recycle ataupun ayah yang belikan. Aku  bukannya kisah sangat pun phone apa asalkan best. Haha~Duh, I'm not even a gadget girl.

I think I need to Flirt Around, Not.

I just don't have any idea to write but, I knew that every cells of me say *"you should write something. That'll make you more sane"*

Kidding.

So now that I'm 22, people around me ask if I've already have that someone special. Emmm, seriously guys, does that even matter to have 'someone' . Seriously?


"Do you have a bf? As in, b-o-y-f-r-i-e-n-d?"

Do I look like a loser if I'd say NO?

Honesty is the best policy. LOL. So, there we go.

"No. Capital N and O."

"That can't be. Tak kan seorang pun tak ada?"

"No."

Senyap. Okay, you'd probably think that I'm a loser. Shoot.

Weird.Hey, I know you've been through lots of relationship. But, that doesn't give you any liberty to brag on that. Screw you~

Faham tak jodoh tu apa? Faham tak?? Kalau bercinta bagai nak rak 10 tahun tapi jika dia bukan jodoh kau, tak ke membazir tenaga namanya tu.

It's complicated. Period.

Mungkin aku patut jawab soalan dia dengan jujur. Mungkin.

"Tak gedik, tak manja, tak peramah (with total stranger), tak suka mencapap, tak ada visual yang bagus, tak suka make-up, bukan fashionista. Tapi pandai  suka as in, boleh memasak . Do you get it. That's me "

Haha~memang bukan gadis idaman jejaka langsung. Screw the list !! #Screweverything.

If you don't have anything to ask, you'd better STFU..

*Currently Playing: Skyscrpper, Demi Lovato*




Skies are crying
I am watching catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?


You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper


As the smoke clears I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/demi_lovato/skyscraper.html ]

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper


Go run run run
I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear
Yeah
Go run run run
Yeah it's a long way down but I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Like a skyscraper

~~~~

That's so inspiring.
Heard em on E! and watch the premier mv clips.
Never thought that she got a powerful vocal.

Ais Krim punya pasal, semua pun sanggup

Siapa tengok or tertengok 360 (rancangan dekat tv3 pukul 9 malam), adakah anda mengalami situasi macam kami adik beradik malam semalam?

Apa kes ni, 360 buat cerita pasal ais krim? Oh, tak tahan betul. Mula-mula diorang putar cerita pasal ais krim Malaysia. Kemudian, macam-macam jenis aiskrim muncul. Kami adik beradik yang entah macam mana boleh ternganga *sambil telan air liur tanpa disedari* menonton berjemaah. Adik No.2 yang tengah on theway nak ke dapur dari tingkat atas untuk melegakan tekak setelah mebuat latihan kerja rumah sampai boleh pause sekejap dan menjerit

"Sedapnya!!! Nak nak aiskrim, nak......" dia mengomel sambil lihat mak cik dalam tv tengah demo cara-cara buat ais krim Malaysia yang terlazat. Jangan main-main, mak cik tu dah jual ais krim Malaysia sejak 16 tahun yang lalu wei. Haha~

Adik-adik yang lain (termasuk kakak sulung:aku lah tu) ternganga lagi.

"Sedapnya, esok kita buat nak?" Adik No.1 mencelah sambil mata bercahaya-cahaya. Excited.

"Mana ada plastik tu lah" si kakak sulung cepat-cepat mematikan niat suci murni si adik.

"Ala, kita beli la plastik tu. Lepas tu jual" ada pencadang pulak. Tak ingat siapa. Tapi aku syak ni mesti adik No.3. Ingat aku tak tau ke niat tersembunyi dia tu. Hantu ais krim.

"Nak aiskrim......" si adik No.2 mengomel lagi sambil mata tertumpu dekat skrin tv.

Tiba-tiba.....

"Jom kita beli aiskrim. Sekarang jugak.." entah macam mana secara random, aku bagi idea bernas punya. Haha~

Apa lagi, si adik-adik semua cakap "Jom...."

Mentang-mentang mak pak tak da dekat rumah, laju je lah nak keluar. Kalau tak , tunggu je lah esok dah siang baru boleh beli.

Mengelupur semua bersiap-siap nak pergi 7e. Mujur dekat je.

Aku aim Magnum Almond, Adik No.1 & No.2 ais krim cornetto, adik No.3 beli sampai 2 aiskrim.

Inilah dia pengaruh TV *geleng-geleng kepala*

Campur pun boleh

Tahniahlah, handphone hilang entah ke mana.
Cari bawah bantal, celah kerusi, atas meja tapi tak jumpa.
Tingggg*sila imagin kan mentol tiba-tiba muncul*

Baru teringat yang ahad lepas guna kereta silver pi kedai.
Bawa purse dan handphone.Precaution lah konon. Padahal kedai depan rumah je.
Dan perkara ini hanya disedari selepas ayah pergi kerja Isnin lepas.
Masalahnya ialah ayah kerja dekat KL dan hanya pulang seminggu sekali.Haha~

Betapa tak bermaknanya handphone di dalam kehidupan aku.
Dia hilang pun lambat nak sedar. Haha~

~~~~

Adik No.1 fail test jpj hari ni.
Fail dekat jalanraya.
Tsk...tabahlah ye!!!

~~~~

Hari ni puasa ganti.

Adik No.1 dan 2 semua dah habis ganti.

Aku je terkedek-kedek baru nak ganti.

Padan muka dah kena kutuk dengan adik No.2 lebih-lebih lagi *eksyen lah tu!!!*

Memang tak boleh dibuat contoh betul aku ni. Haha~

Kena ganti 9, tapi confuse lagi 7 or 6  hari lagi kena ganti.

Dulu, dah puasa2 or 3 hari? Confuse. Pelupa macam orang tua betullah.

Should go for 7 lah kan. Berlebih tak apa. Jangan berkurang.

Hari ni pertama kali pergi perjumpaan pelajar-ibu bapa-guru. Apa lagi, amik report card la. Not mine *of course*. Adik No.2 punya event. Sebab si kakak diberitahu with short notice, maka dia pun jadi terpinga-pinga. Maka si kakak pun mengumpul sebanyak soalan cepu emas buat si adik.

Soalan topikal  tipikal kakak kepada adik one night before the event:

"Nak pakai baju apa ek"

"Apa nama cikgu kelas?"

"Event tu dekat kelas or tempat lain?"

"Mana lagi ok, park dekat gate depan or belakang?"

"Budak lavender tu, mak or ayah dia amik report card"

"Dewan terbuka tu dekat depan dewan or belakang?"

"Nak along datang pukul berapa, cepat ke lambat ?"

Sebagai wakil kepada ibu bapa yang sibuk bekerja, maka si kakak sulung yang tak ada kerja + berhoney moon + study tak habis lagi lah yang paling afdhal untuk mewakilkan diri. Lantaran si adik yang tak henti-henti memaksa, maka si kakak haruslah pening memikirkan baju apa ye nak pakai pergi perjumpaan tersebut sambil merungut di dalam hati*tipikal perempuan*

Oh, si kakak juga merasa amat excited sebab dia ada niat yang tersembunyi. Haha~ Nak skodeng pak we adik yang sering di gosip bersama-sama. Opssss.....

Lepas habis meeting, borak itu ini dengan guru kelas dia maka perut tiba-tiba jer lapar. Aku nak makan cendol karim kat paroi tu tapi si adik kata kedai tu tak bukak lagi kot. So, dia cadangkan McD. Perghh, cadangan tu mantap betul. Duit yang nak keluar pun mantap gak nih...Heeeeeee~

Kesian adik aku, tak pernah bersiar-siar waktu sekolah kan. Dengan baju sekolah bagai, off we went to McD...Then, terjebak sekejap ke kedai cermin mata. The rest was history. Haha~ Ala, spek murah je...Yeay for that....

Sila dapatkan 8A PMR tahun ni yer!! 

Classmate dia. She's not there. Mana entah merayap. Kutu rayap sungguh...

Tukang makan bersama makanannya.

"Bosan gila" aku sempat hantar sms dekat adik No.1 sambil menunggu giliran nak jumpa guru kelas adik No.2. Ciri-ciri  penyabarmemang tak terserlah  langsung.

"Ala, ni latihan untuk along bila dah ada anak nanti" dia balas sms aku.

Banyak lah latihan. 

Ni pengalaman. Bukan latihan.

i just kept staring at the white blank page
while the music echoed in my ears, back to back.

yes, it's our song,
I've heard it countless times and never get tired out of it.

it has been ages,
but I subconsciously humming it.

what's the matter with getting over,
if every second i breath there you were.

you can fool everyone moron,
but not yourself.

-HannahH-

when you are trying to be perfect,
you cannot be whole.
-Jane Fonda-

Heard em on oprah yesterday.

Transformers 3

We've already been to cinema last saturday night.

Apa lagi, tengok Transformers 3 la..

Kanak-kanak di rumah *lil bro* plus adik No.2 dah ajak awal-awal nak pi cinema.

Mentang-mentang dah pi wayang untuk the last transformers 2, depa tak nak kalah.

Lil bro is just 11 years old. Bila ada part ehem ehem aku memang dah ajar dia tutup mata.

Haha~

"Dah ke belum??" dia tanya.

"Belum belum. Tutup mata" ceh, aku tengok sambil mata terbukak sebelah. 

He's just a kid and I don't want his mind been contaminated. Just not yet.

Nasib baik cerita transformes banyak action . Boleh tak dia tengok wayang tak bersandar dekat kerusi. Excited punya pasal. Bila ada scene yang best-best,siap tepuk tangan. Over tau..Popcorn pun dia tiba-tiba tak nak makan sebab nak concentrate tengok wayang. Padahal bukan main tamak suruh beli set popcorn sorang satu.

Lelaki.

Aku tak tengok sangat transformers 2. So, macam tak faham. Yang aku tau autobots baik, decepticons jahat. Haha~

Bila habis wayang, aku tanya lah dia best ke cerita ni?

"This is the best movie  I've ever seen" haha, exaggerate tak hingat.

Yolah tu.

Hello deary and love *excuse for the mushy-ness, I try to be more cheerful*

Pagi tadi, selepas pulang dari Kl, teman mama pergi cari barang buat coklat and such, we went to klinik. This is not much of a clinic, and not the mainstream kind of clinic. Kiranya klinik rawatan alternatif. Niatnya nak diagnose my sister because she's been having trouble with different kind of symptoms. Selalu penat, pening-pening, kencing dengan kerap and such. Klinik ni detect penyakit through our iris. Before ni, my dad went there sebab dia selalu sakit belakang and alhamdullilah lepas 2 minggu, dia okay. Ubat dia or supplement semua menggunakan herba.

So, off we went there. So dah alang-alang ke sana, aku pun check sekali. Mana lah tau kalau ada penyakit jugak ke. Surprisingly, apa yang dia diagnose my sister semuanya tepat bila dia tunjukkan poin-poin dekat mata. My sis been having low immune system. Lagi satu, she's having some prob with her central nerve system...Just minor je.  Now that we know the reasons for her disease, senang nak rujuk pakar kalau ada apa-apa. Overall, dia kena makan. Tak boleh skip-skip makan macam selalu...Haha~

And for me pulak, I was diagnose to have stress and hormone imbalance.*shock*. Yang stress tu tak tahan. Haha~baru umur 22 dah ada stress semua. Errrkk,I thought I've already handle it wisely. But, my immune system is good. Unlike my sis, memang nampak beza mata kitaorang kalau dibandingkan. Bab immune system tu memang betul sebab aku jarang sakit atau demam. That's super true! 

Talking about stress, haha~i'm not the kind of person that like to think to much. Tak ada fikir banyak-banyak kali. Mostly, semuanya impulsive. The source of stress maybe comes from within jugak. Sekarang aku tengah fikir, apa yang sebabkan aku so called 'in-stress'. Haha~

Maybe I should be less serious.

Maybe I didn't open up and prefer to keep everything in *habit*

Maybe I should smile a lot.

Maybe I should be more affecionate *tough too*

Maybe I should laugh more, be silly and do silly things*okay this is tough*

Maybe I should love more.

Maybe I should adopt a pet.

Oh~apa yang aku terlupa nak buat ni sampai jadi macam ni. Perlukah aku cari buku, how to be cheerful for ever and ever. As if the book exist kan...haha~*see, I try to laugh as much as I can*

Maybe aku perlukan 'laughing gas'. Boleh buat 24 jam sehari ketawa. Happy~weehooo, bestnye. 

I will try my best to be a happy....Smile a lot, love a lot. Haha~

Pray for me..

xoxo

That man

you had everything every men ever dream off,

yet you never had her.

you try in every way  to win her,

but yet she's still not into you.

you are the brightest star to someone else sky,

sadly she doesn't sparkle enough to win your heart.

you search in every possible way to get through her,

yet she hated you for doing that.

It's about time young man.

Maybe you were meant to someone else.

You never know.

Sometimes, the one we are searching is right in front of our eyes.

That's when we miss a lot.

-HannahH-

Driving to Heaven

Okay, one of my target this holiday dah tercapai.Petang tadi.
"To drive in highway"
Haha~thanks to ayah. He's my co-pilot for the rest of our journey.
Ala, dapat drive start lepas exit di Saujana Putra. Terus drive sampai Seremban.

"100..120..130...140 km/h"

"aik, janganlah bawa macam ayah pulak. Control your speed"

"Opss, tak perasan..." haha~gila speeding sungguh tak ingat.

Ok, ok. Not taken. Saya budak baru belajar. So, haruslah berhemah di jalan raya ye. Lebih - lebih lagi bila drive depan ayah.Perlahan kan speed. Potong kereta depan.

"Potong tajam sangat tu. Bahaya"

"Potong tajam. Macam mana tu?" Dah buat salah still tak faham lagi.

"Masuk lane balik cepat sangat lepas potong tadi. You should keep a distance"

"Lain-kali, bagi signal awal-awal dulu kalau nak tukar lane.Jangan bila nak tukar lane, lambat bagi signal(kalau kereta dekat-dekat di belakang). Merbahaya. Jeling cermin. Blind spot jaga. Kereta mama ni tak apa (we were driving my mum's car)."

Note all taken. I know you had a degree in transportation.That's how when a daddy being a daddy.

"Highway ni senang je nak bawak kereta. Tapi, problemnya ialah speed. Kelajuan kena pandai kawal. Then bila kecemasan mesti tahu apa yang nak dilakukan."

"Maintain your distance with car ahead of you. Jangan dekat sangat."

Bila dah sampai higway PLUS seremban ke selatan, kereta memang banyak. So aku just maintain being in lane 2 and 3. Only. Haha~Well, I'm a newbie. Belum tiba masanya untuk merempit di first lane. Kena familiarize kan lagi diri untuk bawa di highway.Bak kata ayah.

Haha, I don't mind driving with ayah. Because dulu dia memang jurulatih / trainer untuk transportation tentera ni. Ayah bawak kereta laju, tapi at the same time it's safe.

Hobi dia ialah bersyarah. haha~dah faham dah.

"One thing I noticed about your driving ,it is your tendency to speed"

Glup. Tiba-tiba ayah menembak.

"Tau tendency tu apa" soal ayah lagi.

"Tau.."

"Kecenderungan..."

Now that he mentioned it, baru aku sedar aku  ada kecenderungan itu. Haha~unlike my mum, yang kata ayah sangat steady bila bawak kereta. Speed bila perlu.

So,  seems like i'm genetically dominance to be a speed driver. Haha~ada ke gene driving nih?

Will I end up one day possessed the same driving trait like ayah? Haha~Kecenderungan dah ada tu.

"Memandu dengan cermat, ingatlah orang yang tersayang!!" chewah, pesanan khidmat masyarakat di bawa oleh HanahH.

Football fever!

Yahooo~

Well done 'Harimau Malaya'...

Agregate 4-4..Tapi, sebab dah menang di rumah sendiri pada perlawanan di Malaysia (Taipe Vs Malaysia), we were qualified to the 2nd stage. Good job!!! Okay lah tu. Lepas first stage untuk ke next stage kelayakan piala dunia 2014. It's a long way to go..Well, kitorang satu family punyalah bersemangat tengok bola. From ayah, mama (mama tak ada perasaan tengok bola), my sister and lil bro. Daripada piala aff suzuki dulu pun kitorang adik beradik tengok bola. Haha~masa tu we were in Taiping. Holiday...Gila bersorak macam nak pecah bilik.

Now, I can familiarize a lil bit about football. Dah tau macam mana corner kick diberikan, penalty, free kick, injury time, kad kuning, kad merah, rules pasal goal keeper. Haha~thanks all to paan that had brief me and ayah too. Kalau dulu, haram ler aku nak faham. Kalau boleh tak nak faham pun sebab tak ambik port. Now, kenal lah sikit player-player Malaysia. International? Dulu suka Christiano Ronaldo. Haha~lame kan..

Beza lelaki dengan perempuan bila tengok satu-satu game ialah:

Lelaki lebih faham daripda segi tactical, dan akan bising. Ye, mereka pun emo jugak masa tengok bola. Buktinya, my lil bro akan bersyarah. Mereka pandai untuk 'mengutuk' skill-skill pemain. 

Perempuan pun emo juga. Bukti, kegedikkan seorang perempuan akan terserlah bila sikit-sikit nak jerit bila gawang pasukan pilihan hampir dibolosi lawan . Ughhh, chill la beb. Tak yah over.

Jangan banyak tanya soalan-soalan bodoh masa game tengah berlangsung. Tak de sapa nak explain. Kena kutuk adalah.

Cerekarama vs Perlawanan Bola, aku lebih rela pilih bola. Haha~Enough said la.

Boyfriend

#Situasi 1* dalam bilik, di suatu malam yang tak berapa hening*

Adik No.3 a.k.a babu tengah main laptop. Suddenly aku dengar dia humming sambil kepala tergeleng-geleng.

Tsk. Owh, rupa-rupanya tengah tengok clip video dekat youtube. Amboi-amboi. Keadaan sekeliling tak diendahkan sama sekali.

"Oii, lagu apa tu paan?" aku tanya.

Tak layan.

Lama sikit lepas aku tepuk badan dia, baru nak menyahut.

"Along tak tau ke? Nie kumpulan paling famous di dunia" dengan yakin tanpa was-was dia bagi tahu. Nada suara tak mahu kalah. Macam nak sindir aku pun ada jugak.

I was like.Ha? Siapa tu? Terus aku tengok skrin laptop. Errrk, tak kenal pun. Ingatkan coldplay ke, onerepublic ke...

Rupa-rupanya,

Jangan main-main. Band terfamous di dunia ni beb...heh.

Hits single diaorang "Boyfriend". Selalu keluar flyfm and hitz.fm. Memang lagu ni kitorang cakap "lagu paan" sebab dia hafal lirik lagu nie.

Budak-budak umur baya dia kan suka tengok kartun especially channel disney, nickelodeon .Dia kenal group "Big Time Rush" dari channel Nickelodeon lah.

Haish. Macam-macam.


*Boyfriend, Big Time Rush (band terfamous di dunia!!haha)*



#Situasi 2

I didn't remember much, but we were talking random stuff when suddenly I asked him.

Haaa, baru teringat. We were watching "The Socerer's Apprentice". Ada satu scene di mana hero selamatkan heroine.

I asked him.

"Kalau paan kena selamatkan your girlfriend and along, who would you save first?"

"Along lah dulu."

Ni nak bodek ke hape ni? Haha~

"Betul ke?"

"Betul." Dia cakap sungguh-sungguh.

Okay. That is so sweet. You better keep you word.

Holding on and letting go

*Holding on and letting go,Ross Copperman*
Seriously, I instantly lovin' it the first time listening.
CSI NY: 7 background music. Finale song.

Is anybody out there?

Is anybody listening?

Does anybody really know,

If it's the end or the beginning?

The quiet rush from one breath,

Is all we're waiting for

Sometimes I want my taking,

Changes everyone before

It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't

It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed

Some prayers find the answer, some prayers never know

We're holding on, and letting go.

Sometimes we're holding angels,

And we never even know

Don't know if we'll make it,

Or we know, we just can't let it show

It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't

It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed

Some prayers find an answer, some prayers never know

We're holding on and letting go

Yeah, letting go, oho

It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't

It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed

Some prayers find an answer, some prayers never know

We're holding on and letting go..

Woa, woa......Woa......

Woa, woa......Woa......

It's everything you wanted, it's everything you don't

It's one door swinging open and one door swinging closed

Some prayers find an answer, some prayers never know

We're holding on, and letting go..